Kissing the Fire

除草

Thu, 21 Feb 2019 11:14:16 GMT

在自己的博客，感觉就像是自己的公寓，可以自由地走动，呼吸，伸展运动，跳上沙发
微博就像是租屋，基本就是个躺下睡觉的地方
虽然字体还是怎么看都不太对头……
反正墙了，以前的旧文和三次元po也都放出来无妨

Life of Pi

Thu, 24 Jan 2013 15:13:11 GMT

新入手了kindle,兴冲冲地捧着看起书来，虽然目前好像还是看掉的文比较多，但看起书来感觉还是很不错的。看了少年派的电影之后就开始看小说，在读第一部分时简直五体投地，并且再次深深拜服了李安。那句You must be thirsty.的双关真是怎么想怎么喜欢。
kindle有个功能就是摘抄，但是对我来说，最能够让心里平静下来的果然还是自己动手，打字或者写字。我不知道明明已经开始放假了我在坐立不安个什么，但是这种阴燃的焦躁感实在是太让人难受了。这大概就是一个学期以来负能量的积聚吧。今天坐了同事的车去吃饭，同事让我帮忙看着倒车，结果我不知道怎么判断距离，同事的车和别人的蹭了。很是郁闷，觉得对不起同事，虽然对方说没事可还是觉得心里一定是不舒服的，又不知如何赔罪的好。
今天开会的时候看了一天的书，看到以下这部分的时候差点在会场上掉下眼泪来：
Chapter 57

Edgar Allan Poe

Fri, 02 Nov 2012 14:53:12 GMT

A Dream Within a Dream

Take this kiss upon the brow!
And, in parting from you now,
Thus much let me avow--
You are not wrong, who deem
That my days have been a dream;
Yet if Hope has flown away
In a night, or in a day,
In a vision, or in none,
Is it therefore the less gone?
All that we see or seem
Is but a dream within a dream.
I stand amid the roar
Of a surf-tormented shore,
And I hold within my hand
Grains of the golden sand--
How few! yet how they creep
Through my fingers to the deep,
While I weep--while I weep!
O God! can I not grasp
Them with a tighter clasp?
O God! can I not save
One from the pitiless wave?
Is all that we see or seem
But a dream within a dream?

Sonnet -- To Science

Science! true daughter of Old Time thou art!
Who alterest all things with thy peering eyes.
Why preyest thou thus upon the poet's heart,
Vulture, whose wings are dull realities?
How should he love thee? or how deem thee wise?
Who wouldst not leave him in his wandering
To seek for treasure in the jewelled skies,
Albeit he soared with an undaunted wing?
Hast thou not dragged Diana from her car?
And driven the Hamadryad from the wood
To seek a shelter in some happier star?
Hast thou not torn the Naiad from her flood,
The Elfin from the green grass, and from me
The summer dream beneath the tamarind tree?

The Haunted Palace

In the greenest of our valleys
By good angels tenanted,
Once a fair and stately palace-
Radiant palace-reared its head.
In the monarch Thought's dominion-
It stood there!
Never seraph spread a pinion
Over fabric half so fair!

Banners yellow, glorious, golden,
On its roof did float and flow,
(This-all this-was in the olden
Time long ago,)
And every gentle air that dallied,
In that sweet day,
Along the ramparts plumed and pallid,
A winged odor went away.

Wanderers in that happy valley,
Through two luminous windows, saw
Spirits moving musically,
To a lute's well-tuned law,
Round about a throne where, sitting
(Porphyrogene!)
In state his glory well-befitting,
The ruler of the realm was seen.

And all with pearl and ruby glowing
Was the fair palace door,
Through which came flowing, flowing, flowing,
And sparkling evermore,
A troop of Echoes, whose sweet duty
Was but to sing,
In voices of surpassing beauty,
The wit and wisdom of their king.

But evil things, in robes of sorrow,
Assailed the monarch's high estate.
(Ah, let us mourn!-for never morrow
Shall dawn upon him desolate!)
And round about his home the glory
That blushed and bloomed,
Is but a dim-remembered story
Of the old time entombed.

And travellers, now, within that valley,
Through the red-litten windows see
Vast forms, that move fantastically
To a discordant melody,
While, like a ghastly rapid river,
Through the pale door
A hideous throng rush out forever
And laugh-but smile no more.

Good Omens

Fri, 26 Oct 2012 15:32:41 GMT

P366

Then he said: "I don't see why it matters what is written. Not when it's about people. It can always be crossed out."
A breeze swept across the airfield. Overhead, the assembled hosts rippled, like a mirage.
There was the kind of silence there might have been on the day before Creation.
Adam stood smiling at the two of them, a small figure perfectly poised exactly between Heaven and Hell.
Crowley grabbed Aziraphale's arm. "You know what happened?" he hissed excitedly. "He was left alone! He grew up human! He's not Evil Incarnate or Good Incarnate, he's just ... a human incarnate--"

P397
Something told him that something was coming to an end. Not the world, exactly. Just the summer. There would be other summers, but there would never be one like this. Ever again.

P398

If you want to imagine the future, imagine a boy and his dog and his friends. And a summer that never ends.
And if you want to imagine the future, imagine a boot ... no, imagine a sneaker, laces trailing, kicking a pebble; imagine a stick, to poke at interesting things, and throw for a dog that may or may not decide to retrieve it; imagine a tuneless whistle, pounding some luckless popular song into insensibility; imagine a figure, half angle, half devil, all human ...
Slouching hopefully towards Tadfield ...
... forever.

[MA无差]御猫乔弗里日记

Fri, 14 Sep 2012 15:49:01 GMT

超级超级可爱的文！！！
要到了magog_83姑娘的授权之后就开始恬不知耻地一篇一篇翻下来，PG-13派的福音呜呜呜！！！
其实hoosierbitch姑娘的我也好想翻啊可惜不会翻肉TOT！！！！MA的肉呜呜呜……

御猫乔弗里日记 by magog_83

A Kiss -- Franz Grillparzer

Sat, 08 Sep 2012 13:24:30 GMT

永远能满足我对本命中心所有CP的脑补……

“A hand is to be kissed with reverence,
The forehead – solemnly, with friendship,
The cheeks – with tender admiration,
And the lips be kissed with ardor,
While the eyes one kisses with languor,
The neck – with passionate desire,
And with a maddening delirium
All the rest is to be kissed.”

-- Franz Grillparzer

Auf die Hande kust die Achtung, 手なら尊敬。
Freundschaft auf die offne Stirn, 額なら友情。
Auf die Wange Wohlgefallen, 頬なら厚意。
Sel'ge Liebe auf den Mund; 唇なら愛情。
Aufs geschlosne Aug' die Sehnsucht, 瞼なら憧れ。
In die hohle Hand Verlangen, 掌なら懇願。
Arm und Nacken die Begierde, 腕と首なら欲望。
Ubrall sonst die Raserei. それ以外は、狂気の沙汰。

Franz Grillparzer "Kus"(1819) フランツ・グリルパルツァー「接吻」(1819)

真想搞一个A中心吻之七题啊……
另外这是在搜这首诗时找到的另一个吻的意义：

髪へのキスは「思慕」
額へのキスは「祝福」
瞼へのキスは「憧憬」
耳へのキスは「誘惑」
鼻梁へのキスは「愛玩」
頬へのキスは「親愛」
唇へのキスは「愛情」
喉へのキスは「欲求」
首筋へのキスは「執着」
背中へのキスは「確認」
胸へのキスは「所有」
腕へのキスは「恋慕」
手首へのキスは「欲望」
手の甲へのキスは「敬愛」
掌へのキスは「懇願」
指先へのキスは「賞賛」
腹へのキスは「回帰」
腰へのキスは「束縛」
腿へのキスは「支配」
脛へのキスは「服従」
足の甲へのキスは「隷属」
爪先へのキスは「崇拝」

这下可多多啦！吻之三十题也可以搞出来啦！好喜欢TOT

[Merlin][GAL]第一骑士

Tue, 28 Aug 2012 13:06:11 GMT

警告：
1、与其说是故事，不如说是暑期亚瑟中心读物读后感（？）所以这其实是Merlin(BBC) x Le Morte d'Arthur(by Sir Thomas Malory) x The Once and Future King(by T.H.White) x Merlin(Robinson长诗)的remix……也就是说AU，无视了原剧S4中兰斯死掉的剧情
2、极其枯燥orz……OOC以及各种扭曲的私设定
3、CP混乱扭曲，有滚娘出现注意！GAL中心，M始终存在但不一定出现，纯自我满足用，请慎入？TvT……作者想搞的是高兰/GA/LA/MA，同时提到的还有LG/AG，但是也可以不当CP看，总之极其混乱扭曲！慎入！

第一骑士

远处的心之友

Tue, 28 Aug 2012 07:18:27 GMT

这个prompt看得我满心欢喜www

So basically, I want to see Arthur, cannon or Au, being the inteligent, merciful and kind person he ought to be. Make him as prideful as you please, it was after all hubris that ended his reign, but he was really loyal to people and it gets to me, seeing him cheating here, mistrusting Merlin there, and all the rest. We see Arthur being trusting all the time even on the show! And he stands up for his people to Uther all the time too! And we already know he'll break the rules for sorcerers, he did it for Mordred and was prepared to do it for Gwen when he thought she'd cured her father.

anon姑娘太懂我的心！翻KMM就是锻炼心理承受能力哟

meaningless

Tue, 28 Aug 2012 05:44:48 GMT

有很多糟想吐但写到一半还是觉得没有意义。就算再怎么说明我讨厌什么，我不喜欢什么又有什么用呢。
管好自己的手和眼，无端中枪这种事也是难免，习惯了就好。
总之不管同人怎么设定，写手或读者怎么说，官方还是摆明了态度的，所以看看原作自己脑补一下就够啦。

Home Sweet Home 3/3

Mon, 27 Aug 2012 08:03:35 GMT

一点点S5 trailer剧透警告
PG-13，有滚床单这题但还是PG-13！这就是工口无能星人的尿性（哭了
目前来说糖度最高的一篇吧www

这个暑假我是疯了吗……The Other Side写完了，30题填完了，七夕那天开的狗血短篇也快写完了……
开学以后就是苦逼三次元人生啦TvT，跟基友只能有缘再见ToT

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